I've noticed a shift in me too. I haven't covered all of the documents, recordings, and interviews that are available and I'm not a good meditator. I attribute the change mostly to listening in on the radio shows and thinking about what I heard.
Wrestling with what it really means to be FREE has been a ride and an awakening for me. Asking myself:
- why I am doing what I'm doing?
- why I am not doing things I'm not doing?
- who/what is dictating my choices for doing & not doing?
- what would I do if everything was taken care of?
- how would I serve/contribute?
- what do I have to contribute?
- am I prepared to be fully responsible and fully liable?